Insomnia

Amanda just called in tears. I told her what I had been up to and that I had not wanted to call her and worry her without reason.

I am so foolish when it comes to dealing with people in situations of concern.

Of course she was worried. Of course me not calling only made it worse. I would be the same way. Why I was unable to realize she would be upset is incomprehensible.

Regardless, she is still agitated, but no longer hysterical. She thanked me for trying so hard to find an answer. I urged her to try to get some rest, to take a sleeping pill if necessary. But she will not sleep tonight, we both knew that. The chance of either of us resting rests secure in Rey's hands.